Monday, June 13, 2011

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !





HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUU !






* this day is a wonderful day because peoples are celebrating her birthday. a day to celebrate and cherish. happy birthday shahira shuhada!


heyyyyy. now my age is sixteennnnn. OMG OMG ! sudahh besar anak ros ayu dan encik jailani ni ya. HAHA err age is just a number laaa~ it doesnt matter. cehhhhhhh 


* 13 JUNE 1995 - 14 MUHARRAM 
thanks for my parents because they tend me so good and be the best parents for me. i know im not a good daughter for them. but i know they love me just the way i am :) 


i dont know what i wanna wish. for sure, im not wish for having any expensive items from my parents from my friends and alsoooo from .......... not teddy bear or a novel but not as well a party suprise that make me sooo flabbergasted for sure. 



a lot has changed in the past year or so, for better and worse. it is been a year of loss, anger, sadness, fear and pain. but it is also been a year of new beginnings, happiness and love! haha :) 


sometimes i feel like no one cares. sometimes i feel like no one is there. sometimes i want to kill myself. sometimes i think i need some help. sometimes i feel like i am alone. sometimes i am in an empty zone. sometimes i feel like i am not alive. sometimes i wonder if i am deprived. sometimes i think the world should end. sometimes i think i have no friends. sometimes i want to make them see that sometimes i wish i wasnt me. 

but all of this change has caused me to change as well! i have learned from that :) the most difficult experiences of the ' past ' year have taught me a lot about myself and made me appreciate all that i have. appreciate to love people who loves me so much. appreciate the present that they had given for me. appreciate people around me. andd also appreciate any result that i have even i got fail. kihkih


lastnight, i talk with my mom. she said ' ehh tuo doh la anok ummi. buleh doh tu amik lesen ' . OMGGG! i wass grrrrrrr --' haremmm! haha. age is whatever you think it is. you are as old as you think you are. and for sureee i still a young girl. haha. im not growing older. im just growing better. lalallalallalalala~


i hope my birthday is as special as i am. * geli tak geli tak? kihkih



andddd thanks for wishing me happy birthday yaa. thank you so muchhh! 


&&&& the first person wish me happy birthday is :


1. DANIAL DANISH * OMGGGGG kahkahkahkah
2. mimi
3. zack zakirin.
4. fariz 
5. haikal
and soooooo onnnnnnnn.


yeahhh. like i say in my older post, i dont make any wish on my birthday. my wish is only and only to be with was. if my wish doesnt come true tonight, yeahhh i will forget all the memories. forget all things about 30 april. im sorry but i must to do that! i wish you will say, although i cant be a first person wish you happy birthday, but i will spend the whole day with happy thoughts of you ;'( imagination is fun. but the reality, ?


thanks to those who hated me, you made me stronger. thanks to those who loved me, you made my heart go fonder. thanks to those who cared, you made me feel important. thanks to those who entered into my life, you made who i am today. thanks to those who left, you showed me that nothing lasts forever. thanks to those who stayed, you showed me true frinedship. andd thanks to those who listened, you made me like i was worth it ! thankssssssss <3  


I LOVE MYSELF DAMN MUCH. I LOVE THE WAY I AM. IF YOU DONT LIKE, HEYYYY LIKE I CARE YAWWWW ! I DONT NEED ANY PEOPLE WHO JUST JUDGE ME BY MY EVIL FACE. I KNOW IM NOT THE GOOD PERSON. BUT I WILL TRY TO BE THE BEST PERSON. FOR ME ONLY. 


AND I DONT CARE IF THERE HAVE THE PEOPLE WHO HATE ME. ENEMIESSSS, YOU MAKE ME FAMOUSSSSSS! * seriously. ahaksss 


i hope that the coming year provides me with all the success and fulfillment my heart wishes.






*** english broken yawww. tapi aku try ubah sikit sikit. we learn from mistakes. but, if we dont want to learn to make mistakes, how do we learn right ? * 


I LOVE MYSELF SO FUCKING DAMN MUCH !

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